July 1st, 2013. sometime i m really curious about the story between reality & dreams. i mean here is when i closed my eyes in reallity, the dreams will takes or just continuing the story what has been not settled in the reality. it just CONTINUING. Even the plot & location is the same, but in different kind of people involve and situation. In this, i mean, when the reality it comes to failure or heartbroken, but in dreams the plot still the same but every part of the story comes to successfull or happiness. And when the story of dreams come to end, sometimes we are still in the position of the story in our dreams. Example, when the last time we in dreams are lying with an l position, automatically we will be like that in the realilty with an x position.
" Last night, i realize something between reality and dreams. Before this i tried enough to forget every moment & everything about my story between my previous lovers #ed. But, i don't know why d-lover face, story and everything is still haunting me. Just like a nightmare. The story start when i m back to where i used to lived when i worked before. At there, i living with all new people, but i m kinda lonely lying in bed. The first i m noticing that i m never gonna forget d-lover is by where when the new people introducing themselves, i still pronounced their name as d-lover names even in handwritting. Why? It is hard enough to forget d-lover actually this day. By then, the story comes to the coming out of one new people in the place. OMG! the voice, the laugh and the ways people spoke i know. Its d-lover! OMG! The new friends of mine know and friends with d-lover. Its suck. I don't know why i closed my eyes. Maybe thought that the story between us will be continuing and i like used to be always want d-lover to start an conversation. If d-lover starting it, i just get on, if not, just get lost. - The last plot of this story is i m trying hard to force myself to sleep when d-lover reaching me. And i don't know what then, cause i m awake with the same position, breathing, heartbeat and feelings inside. "
Now, can you see it people? I mean the impact of my dream are still with me in the reality. As i conclude, our L I V E is not S T O P even by the T I M E we are S L E E P I N G. It still continuing repeatedly. Again and again. Just like 'Yin & Yang' things or mystery of 'Black and White dimension'
Even when we are sleeping in a really tired times, we thought we didn't have a dreams, i believe we do, we just don't realize it cause of our tiredness. The nightmare thing is, if we are dreaming about the death thing, such as we are killed by someone or involve in accident till death and fail to awake in the reality, i believe our soul are trapped in somewhere else. The tragis things is we are gone forever or like people used to say 'Death in sleeps'. So people? Dreams & Reality? What bout yours? I m sharing this based on my nightmare, thougt, mystery-of-mines & my-experience. Its all the truth for me cause i m within it.
b.t.w. today is d day of someone's bDay. someone's is someone i used to loved ; d-lover. I hope you will living happily with ur own life. I m always be here for you. Even not as friend anymore but assume me just like an stranger that giving an motivation & advice of ur life like i used to be with u before. If you are reading this, i hope you know that i m so much cared bout you before. My weaknesses. And if you realize that i have not talking to you before is because i m dissappointed in yours where you appear as an annoyers to me. Now, i try to hate you, but yours still haunt me every moment i m alone, and i still waitin' for you to say G O O D B Y E.
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